My Hands Tremble as I Write
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Even the fog in London isn’t this… unsettling, even on its coldest nights. Would I sound insane to say I already am missing Brennenburg? Then again… the atmosphere feels just about the same the longer I stand here.

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At first I thought perhaps I had been the one leaving the pages scattered about, but why would I drink the amnesiac potion just to remind myself of all the awful things I&#8217;ve done again? It would defeat the purpose of all my hard work, wouldn&#8217;t you agree?
I then imagined it must have been Alexander, for he had sent his servants to steal my journal, which I recalled in the guest room, making it seem like he obviously wanted to torment me with these entries that would make me recall what a monster I had become. But when he spoke to me in the machine room down in the Cistern, the baron sounded so surprised and confused as to what I was doing down there! As if he had forgotten that my curiosity to unearth any lost memories of mine would come into play! More so, he didn&#8217;t even know I had drank from the amnesia mixture too, leaving me to be the only possible suspect again! 
It really is a puzzle I can&#8217;t solve. In conclusion, I haven&#8217;t the faintest idea, sir. It isn&#8217;t like I was in my right mind before losing my memories anyway, look at where I set myself to start in the beginning of my journeys! The furthest spot away from the Inner Sanctum! Could have saved myself a lot of trouble if I had lost my memories in the nave or something, couldn&#8217;t I? (Then again, giving myself some credit I might have been trying to distance myself from the wandering servants sent out to find me). Either way,I wouldn&#8217;t be surprised if I had been at fault at ruining my own plans&#8230;

At first I thought perhaps I had been the one leaving the pages scattered about, but why would I drink the amnesiac potion just to remind myself of all the awful things I’ve done again? It would defeat the purpose of all my hard work, wouldn’t you agree?

I then imagined it must have been Alexander, for he had sent his servants to steal my journal, which I recalled in the guest room, making it seem like he obviously wanted to torment me with these entries that would make me recall what a monster I had become. But when he spoke to me in the machine room down in the Cistern, the baron sounded so surprised and confused as to what I was doing down there! As if he had forgotten that my curiosity to unearth any lost memories of mine would come into play! More so, he didn’t even know I had drank from the amnesia mixture too, leaving me to be the only possible suspect again! 

It really is a puzzle I can’t solve. In conclusion, I haven’t the faintest idea, sir. It isn’t like I was in my right mind before losing my memories anyway, look at where I set myself to start in the beginning of my journeys! The furthest spot away from the Inner Sanctum! Could have saved myself a lot of trouble if I had lost my memories in the nave or something, couldn’t I? (Then again, giving myself some credit I might have been trying to distance myself from the wandering servants sent out to find me). Either way,I wouldn’t be surprised if I had been at fault at ruining my own plans…

Dear daniel, Your now my hero bu besides that if you ever met gamzee from homestuck what would you do?
Anonymous

…I’m sorry a what? Is that some sort of…gazelle? I don’t hunt wild game, I believe Herbert was more fond of that sport, so no, I can’t say I’ve met a “gamzee”. Further more, I don’t know what “Homestuck” is so I can’t very well say.

Pardon me if I lost my temper, Alexander and what he managed to persuade me to do in the past is still a touchy subject for me.